Looking Forward to Life

Without being controlled, like a child...
I venture out on my own, not knowing where to start.
And at every turn I have concern of what will happen with my heart...

Its sad at my age I let myself get lost in someone else's world, and never having a chance to make my own.
But I realize that is all I have known for almost 20 years...A new found freedom can be a scary one.

Only time will tell if I have made a better choice.
With prayers I'll say goodnight.